Weekend yg sibuk

Hari jumaat yang memenatkan. Baru selesai memasang dan membuka mockup...aku xboleh tdo. walaupun lebih 2 hari xtdo. I dunno whats freaking wrong with me. Maybe im too exhausted and all my body ache like hell. I got some rest during friday prayers (tertdo mase org semayang isk2). Lepas 2 kami ke ke kedai menyelesaikan segala urusan yg perlu. Proposal kena check sbb byk yg xsiap. Aku endup buat proposal sampai kol 4. Haih xtdo g malam nie.

Masuk sabtu...aku bangun agak awal. siapkan proposal dan print out semua yang perlu. Selapas itu pergi jumpe si Luca mintak khidmat nasihat. Banyak jugak kena sekolah ngan si luca adoihh hurm kena restructure proposal. sementara 2, mama call ade kematian. dua pupu kami meninggal. kami agak rapat ngan famili ni sbb makcik maria nie katerer yang power. xsangka kejadian treler rempuh rumah die berulang lagi tapi lebih dramatik. Lori minyak rempuh rumah dia dan meletop. Dua dari anak2 makcik maria meninggal dunia (al-fatihah). Kesian aku dgr. Tp aku xsempat nk g kerana ada urusan. berikut adalah sedutan dari kejadian:

http://www.kosmo.com.my/kosmo/arkib.asp?y=2009&dt=1213&pub=Kosmo&sec=Negara&pg=ne_01.htm

Rumah dirempuh lori tangki ketika mangsa sedang tidur - Dua beradik rentung

Oleh RAIS YEOP JOHARI
rais.johari@kosmo.com.my

ANGGOTA bomba berusaha untuk memadamkan api setelah sebuah lori tangki minyak merempuh sebuah rumah di Jelebu semalam.

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JELEBU - Dua beradik yang dipercayai sedang tidur, rentung apabila rumah mereka terbakar setelah dirempuh sebuah lori tangki minyak yang terbabas di Kampung Batu Ulu Klawang, Kilometer 18, Jalan Seremban-Jelebu di sini semalam.

Dua beradik itu ialah Anisah Hanapiah, 15, dan Mohd. Hafiz, 7. Turut terbunuh ialah pemandu lori tangki milik syarikat MISC Integrated Logistic Sdn. Bhd., Shamsul Kahar Bahudin (gambar), 36, yang berasal dari Melaka.

BEGINILAH keadaan rumah dan lori tangki yang hangus sama sekali di Kampung Batu Ulu Klawang, Jelebu.

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that nite, we went out with some friends, to deal some business. the meet up point was in hard rock cafe. had dinner there (had tit bits coz i already had dinner) and stayed untill the live band session was on. in the meantime, well its chatting and discussing time with the big guns. well i just keep quite coz i felt so small hehe. when the live session started, damn the playlist was like an RnB club or something. Its irritate me. No wonder no more hardcore bikers hang around here. mostly there are some nerds bikers showing off thier new harley. damn no attitude.

Sunday. Well its jalan2 time. jalan2 ilang stress. senang sikit walaupun penat. asik dok pikir projek n kedai jek. just sakit ati sbb xde duit nk shop. Banyak barang yang menarik perhatian isk2. Malam 2 kami lepak makan sate di Satay station, Pandan. Mee Jawa & Sate yg power. Sehingga menjilat jari....Umpppphhh.... Well It is quite a bz weekend. Hope i can spend a weekend without any distraction and on a beach. Pangkor here I come!!! (finger crossed)

Seniman Jalanan

Hidupnya tak tentu arah
Rambutnya kusut masai
Misai,janggutnya serabai
Baju, seluarnya koyak rabak
Terpampang kepayahan hidup di kaca matanya
Diteruskan jua hidupnya melayari setiap inci kotaraya
Membawa bersama-sama madah pujangga
Merentasi lautan mata-mata ganjil
Namun tidak dihiraukanya lirik-lirik jijik itu
Di dalam peti mindanya
Hanya terngiang-ngiang idea-idea baru
Adaptasi kehidupan seharianya
Berhenti sebentar dia
Ditengah keriuhan manusia
Melayang-layang didalam dunianya sendiri
Memikirkan norma-norma janggal
Diluar batas pemikiran normal
Hidup,mati,syurga, neraka, ketentuan, balasan.......
Poooooonnnnnn.......Woi Nak Mati Ke?
Hon rapidkl bergema
Tergetap bibirnya
Tersentak jantungnya
Undur dirinya beberapa langkah
Tersedar dia kembali
Di tengah-tengah realiti kehidupan
Namun diteruskan jua
Langkah-langkah longlai,
menongkah arus kotemporari
Sebagai seorang seniman jalanan

Aku lalu cm, nampak mamat nie busking rupa ala2 seniman negara. Aku pon teringat kt so called sajak yg aku buat nie. Hurm, maybe im too lazy to make a new entry so imposting from my old blog. This poem was influenced by a man called RAHMAT HARON. He looked like a homeless guys with his original dreadlock hair and his sloppy slackers appearance. But in other hand, he has few publish books. mostly poems etc. Well as old folks says, dont judge a book by its cover aite.

Rahmat Haron - A tribute to him, not about his ideology but how he carry his life and words around.

Marriage Proposal

Yesterday was my first day kt opis selepas bercuti (well 1 hari je kot cuti) Masuk2 opis dah macam2 masalah. aku berlari ke pavi sbb ade masalah. Naik penat aku ngan karenah site nie. Pening kapla aku. kejap nk ini, kejap nk itu. We have look for a better alternative to hang a 20footer banner. keliling aku berpusing sampai masuk segambut jumpe si Dickson (DO RE MI Sound&Light) Lepas 2 masalah masih xselesai. Aku balik call engineer aku, soh die design dulu and kami email kt client. Pening2, dlm pada aku dok termrnung, ade org call, no xdikenali. Aku jawab, "U kt mane? aku mcm blur (padehal mmg blur pon) "Off la" jawab aku. "I nk dtg kedai, nie tuut la" owh ightkan sape td. Maklumla...aku jarang nk angkat no xdikenali nie sbb collector2 bank selalu mengganggu hidup aku hahahahhaha. Aku lepak termenung mengenang nasib aku. kalo nk kira lebih baik dr orang len tp well time nie aku susah. nk buat cane. Tuut dtg bersama nuar, nuar nk beli baju katanya. Eleh padehal die pon same bershopping hahahahhahaha. lepas lepak2 chill2 and ada sesi catching up, we talked about her profile pic that created issue towards her x-bf and his so called gf. Hahaha but I admit, the picture was cool. We talked, and talked (Thats what best we did all this time) and then she said. "People are kind to me but I cant open up to them" I just nod and smile. and then comes the best part.

Tuut : I rase I akan membujang sampai tua la...
Me: Hahahahahha tgkla....mesti u kawen dulu.......
Tuut: Celah mane.......
Me: Nk bet sape kawen dulu?
Tuut: Kalo umur I 30 and xkawen lagi, jom kita kawen nk?
Me: OK (Tanpa segan silu dan banyak cakap.....cilaka tol boleh terauto plak). Tapi umur I dah tua la......Dah berapa ekk....
Tuut: Hurm u ngan I beza 2 tahun, so must be 32 la.....hahahha. Btolkan next year U umur 26 kan??
Me: Perghhh dah tua. Dah lebih suku abad dah.....(Ngeluh)
Tuut: Hahahahahhahaha.......Tp kita kawen If you are single la. I xmo jadi 2nd wife....
Me: Hahahahahahhaha (Ada niat jahat gak)

***Ade ayat penambah perisa sikit***

Well what is this called? Marrige proposal or verbal contract? Hahahahha P/s, comeon la. Give me a better timeline will u. Im not gonna wait till im 32 will I?Its too late maybe? Kalo i 28 ker, 30 ker ok la gak......nie dah tahap ade mid life crisis timeline diberi padaku hahahahahhahahahah

A Very Need Vacation But Short!

How I wish I could just run to an island and just sat there and enjoys the sunny bright sunshine. Sat under a coconut true and just enjoy the sea breeze. But It always just A dream. I remember how I was in Langkawi for meeting last year. I had a meeting in Kangar and I spent the night at Langkawi. Heheheh mengular. Alang2 bos bayar. I was there at the resort all alone and I did enjoy my vacation. I slept by the beach for hours and went around walking around Langkawi all alone. Hahaha nice scenery. but yesterday I had my share a bit yesterday. Although it was short, but it was very well needed. We shut down our store just to congratulate our photographer Mr Rafuyel, as he is now officially a husband.

After that onn asked us to hang around by the beach in telok batik. we went there and abang was kinda have a crazy idea, to dive in. Onn and limi decided not to but me, abg and peje swam like we had never took a shower hahahhaha...kitaorg decide nak naik banana boat. Selamba naik 3 orang. macam biase kami jadi batak kejap. Hahahaha peje dok henjut2 banana boat apa lagi sy pon henjut la. sampai drebar boat tercabar kelelakian dan membawa bot lebih laju. kami layan die, layan layur lap kaw. dan kami dibuang macam haram diakhir perjalanan. sampai pembantu drebar boat ckp. "Lap paling cantik la korang" hahahahahha semua bekas2 mat rempit. mane xnya. janji boleh lap. tp kami pancit ok. lama xberenang. the wheather was quit hot and the water was ok. so ade kami kesah? belasah je mandi.

Stop for 1 hr ++ just to have a lil break minum ayaq sat. Lepas 2 sambung bersama boya. relaxation time for us. relax sambil di bawa arus. Kemudian kami bersiap dan melawat ahli2 persatuan bundle2 bersatu dan pergi dinner di Steamboat plg lofi di Setiawan. Hahahha kalo mak2 mmg xberani masuk la tempat nie. Tp ade kami kesah. Dah lapo berenang, makan steamboat plak....perghhh heaven. Kami tidak dpt lepak lama, just kejap bersama kawan2 terchenta tetapi tetap bermakna. Dan kemudian balik meneruskan perjalanan ke KL. Its a very needed vacation but too short. I wish Its holiday everyday :P

Its True

Founded this quote in my old blog, and for all this time its still apply to me.

"There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I don't want to see you because every time I do, the fact that you don't see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ..."

So I guess I really need move on although its been hard and frustrating. Well I just wanna wait for early 2010 and see the outcome.

The Curse 2.0

Im in the middle of hell
Darkness seems to over throne my heart
Seems theres no sunlight for tomorrow
As the dark sky marched into

Dark cloud filled the skies
But I was lucky
As I walked into the empty valley
Theres a sparkling of light
Penetrate through the darkness of my boxed life

A gleam of light
Emerge to drawn me out
From the world of sorrowness and isolation
And it had given me hope
To live the life I should be living
all this time.

God is almighty
He had send me a guidance
To guide me all the way
In breaking up the curse
You had cast on me

Image borrowed from pika's blog

This was a so called poem that I wrote when I was frustrated with this girl back in college. I was so into her but she rejected me coz im her second choice (FYI: selection base on physical & look ok!) hahahhah that was also the time I was so fucked up and that time It was semester break as I remember. Life's like living in a little, dark box. thats how frustrated i was back then. This time around I felt the same way. The difference is I have a lot of work to distract me of HER. Well I have promised myself that this blog wouldn't be a emotional blog as my previous one. But the words kept on spinning round and round my head. So I would like to share this to Nadiah. I hope it help.





(P/s: I did something i rather say bold, I drew lines at my head after a nice haircut. It resembles every scar of 2009. The longest lines shows that the wound is not heal yet. Well all in all, all the wounds are connected!)

New Experience ; Natrah

One day when I was hanging out with abby, suddenly she said, "I havent watch teater for quite a time. I nk g tgk Natrah la kt IB. Jom U" Soon after that I started to browse through. Tgk boleh lak book on9, just I xde kredit kad so kena la amik kt agent (Celaka kena charge extra rm10 plak). I sms her, "Be available on Wednesday nite" she replied "Kenape?" then dgn gatalnya aku reply "Surprise". Well I have wanted to watch a teater wayy back, but i was that oppurtunite. but kali nie belasah je la. On the D day plak, banyak plak hal yang belaku. Hurm aku ade technical meeting petang 2, and then ade orang nk amik keta la. 2 satu lagi hal. bye2 my lover. aku mmg sayang ngan keta 2. malah keta 2 keta 1st aku dan diamanah untuk aku jga. Soryy kawanku aku xmampu menjagamu lagi. After all the papers are signed and aku nampak mamat 2 lenjan xkereta aku....aku balik, rilek2 sampai mama sound. "kol bape ko nk g? kang jam xleh masuk" aku bergegas teros. sampai nkve. It was fucking jam....I was driving like crazy coz theres no way u can get in when the teater has started. went pickup abby and we all rush down to IB. the best thing is, the parking was awefooooolllll....hurm. drop abby and asked her to pickup the tix and I went down to park at outside. Well we were just in time for the show. nasib baik. Entry dr sofia jane sbg natrah versi tua, dem sungguh mendalam!! tp dragging lame sangat. Overall the show was ook. menarik even backdrop, pon power. just seleksi music and choreograph xsesuai sgt. set up 1950's tp lagu dan dance lagu dangsut+hindi+kotemporari dance. Jadi potong sikit mood aku. Konlik yang ditonjolkan menjadi and the drama part did move me. Erma pandai balancekan sentiment2 yg sensitif. salute to you. Well Its a first experience for me and its not fair for me to judge as im new. But It is a must watch teater. After that went dinner, it was almost 11 pm, and we are both with cranky mood for food. Went to satay station, had mee rebus and satay. Hahahaha and spent time gossiping untill they were closed down. Anyway below is pic of a rally of Natrah a.k.a Putih

I guess ppl are damn tired+religion sentiment with the colonials so It just a matter of any issue will trigger the riot etc

But anyhow maya karin is still the goddest.....Drooollllinngggg :P