Ungrateful Me

Life has been so-so. Rather than having the usual problems, i've spent most of my time at home or with my families. My mother have been taking care of my ill auntie in hospitals and we have been supporting her anything we can. Other than that, im stuck at home. Well, with no cars and juice, i rather spent the day at home then spending time outside wasting money. Haha i wanted to do all those thing actually, socialize. Even I had a friend who said "How do you want to hook up if you dont go out". And I was like, be in my shoes and see how u can manage. But I'm lucky to have a very understanding family and supported me through this phase. Dear Allah, I beg you for my forgiveness and please lead me to the right path. Amin.

P/S: Im always in Shah Alam, but I dont even hang out with my shah alam friends. I'll be at home. Rabbling and being ungrateful. Sigh

Hello!

Its been ages, its the new year (February already hehehe). Ive been so malas lately. been soul searching lately. been reminisce what have i done the last few years. i hope 2012, Allah will guide me to be a better man. "Repent" meant a lot this year. Alhamdulillah HE has showed me the way. I hope this stays. I hope I can be a better man. HE had brought me the sorrowfulness and bumps in my life as a challenge for me. Maybe its the high time for me to stop all the hanky panky and focus to my family, life and business. I hope I can make a change this year, amin. My new year resolution is not to be depress. Hope can succeed.

A day at the opera.

I had a bad month. Too many things happen and it almost took my breath away. But out of the bloom, Nedy fb chat me and say, do you want to see an orchestra? I said why not. never been to one, especially at MPO. So we went there and had the 2nd tier seating. The show was quite boring as they recap the history of classical Music back in 1780's with Bach' masterpiece. I almost fell asleep as the music is melancholic and soothing. But towards more modern piece like Mozart etc, it get more interesting. It was a musical theatrics as there are two caster who played the plot quite well (well they are mat salleh). Its quite entertaining & informative especially for kids. I like to this again. Maybe I shud go on their website and stalk their calender. Anyway they gave me day off my problems and work. thats a good thing, but its monday again. All the problems re-appear!

Life

Ive been babbling about my life for quite some time. I dunno, troubles kept on trembling upon me. Its like a never ending problems. Sigh. When will it stop? When will this loneliness vanish? When & When. I'm tired of being the good guy. When I'm good people took advantage on me. I'm tired of feeling like the getaway plan. I'm tired of being 2nd or 3rd choice. I felt like i just wanna have fun, party & get wasted. But the reality is, i'm still in my boxed life. Cornered and to be squeeze!

Hello, Hye & Goodbye

Notte Sento (English subtitles) from Daniele Napolitano on Vimeo.

How I wish I could bump into someone and the chemistry just kick in...

Selamat Hari Raya

Saya nak mintak maaf dri hujung rambut ke hujung kaki atas kesalahan saya zahir dan batin. Jika ade terkasar lawak, tertepuk tampar dan halalkan makan minum saya. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri semua. Semoga Hari Raya kali ini diberkatiNYA.

P/s: Have a blast Holidays and Invite me for Open House Will Ya. Drive Safely

Its time for ?

These few years back has been very challenging to me and my family, something bad happens and it kept on coming. Its being hammered few times without any courtesy. I sat down with a friend, asked him, why am I t treated like this. I think i have been good to people. Sigh. What he said just awaken me from my day dreaming. All this challenge is bestow upon you guys for a reason. Its because that Allah is looking up for you. HE has given you wealth and maybe you guys will forget about HIM. that's why he kept giving all this challenge just to make sure that you remembered him and always be in moderation. you guys are lucky to have HIS attention. It made me thinking.... yeah maybe I havent been a good servant to HIM. Maybe im easily distracted. Hopefully things could change....trying to be a better man. maybe after that HE would granted me a good partner in life (AMIN).

"To be loved,you have to love"