Being FOOLED Again

I react as like I always do and I dont realize im being fooled! What a NAIVE you. Shit! I felt like adrenalin pumping in my chest but I cant move. Its just like keeping me awake while Im paralysed and my body is anciously vibrating to move but I cant!!!!!!. ARRGHHHHHHHHHH I dont like this feeling. Seriously. I shud have just barge there . I shud have not return back when Im almost there.